Birth. Or is it rebirth?

Truth is I don’t really know. This is my first shot at a real blog and to be honest I’m a bit intimidated. I know that sounds really pathetic, but the truth is that I’m not sure how consistent I’m going to be and I sure as hell don’t have any kind of theme going on, so I know right out of the box that I’m probably going to have real trouble attracting any readers.

I know I’m not really supposed to care about that, and on my good days I probably don’t but for the moment I do. I don’t even know why, I just know that it matters to me to be good enough, or at least consistent enough to attract a couple of regulars.

I guess I’m desperate to believe that I have something worthwhile to say.

I don’t know.

So, is this birth? Or is it rebirth? I guess it depends on whether you believe I know what I’m doing/talking about. Sorry for the constant contradiction. I’m a fan of paradoxes (albeit a lazy, lazy fan).

Alright. It’s late now and I think this’ll do for a start. I’ll try to put some more time in tomorrow and actually get this moving in some sort of direction.

~ by wrothful on May 5, 2007.